Closer You and I...

At 1:09 PM on Thursday, June 01, 2006

It was a weird feeling...after the retreat with the Days With the Lord.. it left me fulfilled inside.. its like finding the missing ventricles of my pumping heart which I before thought I never lost...so funny right? To let your heart flow with blood when a part of it doesn't exist anymore..

First of all, I want to thank Jan Kenneth Borce of Cainta Rizal(hehehehe), if not because of Him, maybe I am not here at the shop writing this experience. I'm not really into writing long blogs since I really have this English problem to be exact. And addition to that, I don't have any internet at home. But since I have something to share ..the New Christmas time in my life.. the time when Kuya Jess was born in my heart once again...

At first i had this guilty feeling..I wasn't really into things and events like this. I thought that it is just like any other form of "hallelujah praice the Lord" kind of charismatic association or group or "chuva ever". But by the moment the event started last May 26, 2006 until May 28, 2006; it feels like the clock device was not invented yet. I never felt the time running. All I know is that I am having a 3-day date with Kuya Jess, the Man I have taken for granted. As I went on with my sweet loving date with Kuya Jess, I told myself that I have never felt this way before. I now met the Man of My Life. The only Guy I really needed.

I did not only met Kuya Jess, but I also talked to Him .. the first time I heard His name on that way, I admit I'm not comfortable with it. Why call Someone so powerful as KUya? But then as the retreat went on, I learned to understand that it feels good to have Him like a Brother, Someone whom you could tell anything you could say, say every emotions you hide, it's like really talking to Him, just Him and me..

And it's more than a magical feeling.

Of course I don't want to narrate everything that happened because there are people whom I want to have the feel of the the same thrill that i encountered. It's gonna spoil the fun if I squeel!

All I can share for now is that I found a new family, a new Brother, new friends, and I found the reflection of Him and me... in the image of the people who are always there for me no matter what, willing to love me, and willing to share Kuya with me.. Sharing it...

By heart...

B.I.L.. Basta Ikaw Lord..
Tanggap lang ng tanggap!
-proud to be a Dayzer.. #15

Love,
bEbAng