para sa mga chismosa at chismosa!
At 12:24 PM on
Thursday, November 08, 2007
grabe.
grabe.
kung may sasabihin kayo sakin.. sakin niyo itanong.
grabe.
grabe.
kung may sasabihin kayo sakin.. sakin niyo itanong.
grabe.
talking behind my back.
.gosh.
i thought you guys are part of my family. i mean.. i "thought"
YOU ARE MY FAMILY.
i thought you guys are part of my family. i mean.. i "thought"
YOU ARE MY FAMILY.
gosh. hindi ko naman talaga kau masisisi kung mag-iisip kayo ng ganyan.. DAPAT naman talaga isipin niyo yan dahil ehem ehem ehem maganda talaga ako lakas pa ng appeal tapos sexy sexy pa. pero don't worry ehem ehem ehem i can handle it.
pls naman. kung wala na kayong mapag-usapan.. isama niyo ako! aahhahaha.. magchikahan tayo.! chismosa rin ako noh. alam ko ang feeling ng chismosa. pero
hindi to the tendency na huhusgahan NATIN yung ibang tao diba?
NEVER JUDGE ME OF WHAT I CAN BE. I CAN PROVE YOU WRONG,
HONESTLY.-bebang's words
God, Kuya Jess, i need You now.
sobra.
kakalungkot.
kakadepress.
-sa nagbabasa.. ui.. chismosa/chismoso ka rin ha?? ahahaha.. ok na ok talaga yan kasi pareho tayo.!ahahahahaha
bEbAng
the guys i like are always taken! tsk tsk.
At 11:29 AM on
Saturday, June 30, 2007
I attended my first day of class in Delta just this June 27, 2007. It was a natural day of summer moment. Eventhough I really don't feel the hot sensation due to the "explosive" aircon inside the room.
We were almost more than halfway the class.. Guidance 11 was just an 8:00am-5:00pm class. (you know, it was just a long orientation blah blah blah) . It was already 3:00pm and we were lined up to decide what major are we going to take with all those bunch of guidance councilor inside the room. I was about to love the feeling that the class was about to end WHEN suddenly this guy --this approximately 5'6 tall guy, cute--supercute--guy tap my hand and says "paano ba gagawin dito? i-fifill-up lang ba kung ano yung major? o pati minor and prerequisites?".
OK. So he's a Filipino too, like me! But he's so cute. He has a very nice blend of voice when he spoke. Got a hair that I would love to mess around sometime, nice nose, and an aura that hypnotize me.
And as i answer his questions, I just replied all in a matter-of-factly tone of voice with of course--ehem ehem--loads of smiles(not flirty smiles,ok?). And while I do, I can't help myself but look at his very tame eyes and I began guessing that he is younger than me.
As we talked a lot while we line-up,( because the conversations of other students with the councilor to whom we are heading was quite LONG)he began asking me stuffs like where do I live, where I was beofre in the Philippines, how long am I here, and blah blah blah and blah..and figured out that we had a lot of common! He took commerce for 2 years in University of Santo Tomas and he graduated in San Juan de Letran! What really turned me on wAs to know that he already had couples of journey to Korea, Japan, and other Asian countries because he is a member of a band and he is a DRUMMER! And when I had the feeling that it's my turn to ask something natural , I asked him "How old are you then?"
He said "thirty-three"
Ok. what? !!
I was thinking that I hear "33" but I asked again and just said "oh, TWENTY-THREE?"
He said "No, THIRTY-THREE."
TOINKZ!!!
So what's with his young look?? Why did that young look fooled me!
"You don't look 33! You look hand----i mean, young!" i exclaimed. (i was about to say handsome but then I hold on to say the "young".
"Well that's what they say.thanks for the compliment." He said with that dazzling smile again that I was craving for.
I was back to my self and had this funny feeling to think this old saying that prints AGE DOESN'T MATTER. Then asked him (hoping he don't have a a wife) so i asked, "So you live here with your family?"
He said "Yup. My wife. She petitioned me. She's a nurse here in California."
TOINKS!!!
Ouch!
And to retain my poise, I said "Oh, so where did she graduate?"
And i was about to be proud that I came from UST college of nursing even just in 1 year and a half when he said ...
"UP Manila. galing niya noh?"
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
toinks!!!!!
Galing ka diyan! i thought to myself.
The hell with this dream boy? He's 33, he's married, he's just 5'6, and he's ..... grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! HOT!
I was glad that it was already my turn to talk to the councilor and I hurried my self out of the room, out of the building, out of the Delta's wonderful "forest-like" surrounding. I was smiling while walking thinking about this guy and how childish I was to like him just for the first meeting time in class. nyahahahhaa.. And when I was about to get over him(if that's how to call it) and I was waiting for my uncle to fetch me..
"Hi Jen! Do you want me to take you to your home? Maybe I could drive you there!" HE said.
I sigh.
And just guess what happened next.
hehe.
LESSON: WAG MAYABANG. HAHAHA Love,
bEbAng
Nagdadrama na naman ba ako?
At 1:24 PM on
Saturday, March 24, 2007
Maybe i have already said some of my feelings from my previous blog.
But still i want to share the hurtful and touching moments that I treasured in my memory.
First was the time when I and my family already decided not to enroll myself to second sem of my nursing at UST anymore because of the planned migration by December or January.
It was hard for me to accept it from the beginning to the end, and so to feed my loneliness and to cope up witht he fact that time is running, I have been the most "lakwatcherang" tao sa Pilipinas those days.
I always hang out with my college friends and barkada. Almost kahit saan cool akong pumunta. One time nung umalis and nanlibre si Mark, pauwi na kami ni Mama San, dun kami sa LRT 2 Station ng Gilmore. Siya pabalik sa dorm niya pauntang Legarda, ako naman papuntang Katipunan. Naghiwalay kami ng way, at nakita ko siya kumakaway sakin sa harap ko. Nung sumakay na siya sa train niya, at ako rin sa train ko, naluha na lang ako bigla. Kasi parang ganun na nga ang mangyayari, na ganun na nga.. na matatangay na kami ng kanya kanya naming tren, at dadalihin kami sa direksyon na hindi kami magkakapareho...ibang landas.. ibang destinasyon..
january 24, manililibre si Helene para sa birthday niya for January 26(the date of our departure). Kumain kami sa yellowcab , and syempre todong picture taking. tapos, biglang nagyaya tong c Mark na pumunta sa condo nia may surprise daw sila para sakin. Pumunta nga kami, and ayon,nilabas nia laptop niya ang pinakita yung ginawa niang video. nagsisimula pa nga lang yung video na ginawa niya naiyak agad ako. kasi(so ang drama ko talaga.hahaha) . panu ba naman Far Away ng Nickelback yung kanta tapos mga moments pa ng Frog Fog ang bida.
Sunod naman, yung sa bestfriend kong c Mommy, the night na by-tomorrow e aalis na ako, nagkita kami. And sa Jollibee pa kami nagkita. May importante kasi akong ibibigay sakanya nun. Meron din daw siyang ibibigay sakin. Tapos naluha na naman ako, pictures namin nila zander at niya na magkakasama. Inabot ko din sakanya yung isa sa mga kayamanan ko.. yung box na mahal na mahal ko na ginamit ko sa retreat nung Days na may mga chorva's na nakalagay. Ngapipigil kaming umiyak, kaya ako.. diretsong sakay ng jeep. at dun na lang nagdrama.
Lahat ng yun di ko makalimutan.
Lahat sila di ko makalimutan.
Lahat.
Lahat lahat.
PS.
Naisip ko rin yung mga yummy boylets ko na maiiwan. Ouch! lalong sumakit ang naramdaman ko.ahehehe.. Love,
bEbAng
the way i miss you.
At 7:24 AM on
Monday, March 19, 2007
masaya dito kapag malamig.
madaling makahanap ng trabaho.
mataas ang sweldo.
hindi nakakapressure ang study.(kasi sa august pa ang pasok.naman!)
walang pinoproblemang traffic.
halos lahat may kotse.
lahat disiplinado.
walang pollution.hindi ko na kailangang magtakip ng ilong para huminga habang naglalakbay.
haizzz..
pero bakit ganoon.
namimiss ko lahat yun..
masaya nga dito pag malamig pero sobrang init kapag summer na parang ang sarap mahimatay.
laging kotse ang sasakyan.walang jeep.walang tricycle.hindi uso ang maglakad..
in short..
WALANG EXERCIZE..
so tataba na naman ba ako??
oo tataba nga ata.
ay teka nawala na tuloy ako sa amin subject ko.nasan na nga pala ulet ako?ah..
tapos ayun, wala ring yummy guys dito. ang mga mukha ni sam milby at piolo pascual ay regular na dito. kaya walang kachallenge challenge. may mga gwapo naman kaso most of them din naman e..uhm.. "uncircumcized". mahirap manlalake dito. walang kasiguraduhan kung may AIDS ba yan o almoranas.
ganun katindi ang laban.
mas namimiss ko naman yung nalalakad na palengke.puro frozen food pa ang uso dito.walang nutrients, dude! iilan lang ang fresh!at isa na ako dun.ahahaha.
tapos kapag nagjojoke ako, dapat english. english. english. puro na lang english. sobrang nosebleed na ako dito mga chong.sobra na!
haiz. tapos may mga new friends na rin ako dito. pero iba padin talaga sa pinas. at least lahat sila subok na. ang Frog Fog, high school friends, sila Bangs,ang Tres Demonyos, ang BSN 2-2 na minahal ko.. awww.. grabe chong..sobrang iba padin diyan.
walang kasing saya.
sana ..
ako namimiss din nila. =(
-end ng drama-
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bEbAng
cool thing huh?I GUESS NOT REALLY
At 11:01 AM on
Sunday, February 11, 2007
Aside from the very cold climate as they call "winter"..
Their culture and attitudes are really SHOCKING.
Just like these two I have recently encountered with my friends here...
1. 15 year old guys and younger keeps condoms within their wallets because they say IT'S COOL
2. Young girls can watch porns with young and old guys because they say again IT'S COOL.
Thank God i remembered ..
DOING COOL DOESN'T MEAN YOU'RE DOING RIGHT.
Labels: cool thing
Love,bEbAng
Pwede Naman Pala Eh
At 4:52 PM on
Thursday, January 25, 2007
Well, that statement made me think na napaka-low tech pala ng Pilipinas if you compare it to other countries.
But my latest experience proved my friend's statement understated.
There was a false alarm that the date of our departure to states was January 5. My mom was cramming to sell our appliances and almost all our thingies in our house.
But then my aunt called suddenly saying," Sa january 12 pa pala alis niyo. Fully book talaga lahat ang airlines eh."
Then what's the result?
1.No sala. No sofa.
2. No tables and chairs
3. No tv
4, No bed
5. Five pieces of plates and paris of fork and spoon and 6 glasses for drinks
6. No aircon
In short, we are living like old primitives of monkeys in the city of Marikina
I told my self that January 12 is not that far. I can wait.
But then, January 11 came and my aunt told me.. "Ai, january 26 na pala alis niyo. Yun lang talaga yung bakanteng plane ng Philippine Airlines na good for three."
BOOM!
toinkzzzz...
"JANUARY 26? is thata joke??? i can't live a life of primitive oldy apes ng ganun katagal!!!" I told my self.
I was really frustated that time. i thought it's the end of the joys of the world. naghahanap na nga ako ng mag-aampon sa akin e.
Akala ko hindi ako mabubuhay ng walang sala, walang gamit, walang tv, wala lahat.
Pero mali ako.
Kaya ko pala.
I even enjoyed it eventually because:
1. ang luwag ng bahay parang mag playground.
2. i can dance with any length of stretch that i want
3. we eat sa floor. so i spent more time with my dogs while i'm eating.
4. hindi importante ang tv. mas masarap palang matulog.
5. sa kama man o sa sahig, pareho lang ang tulog. nakapikit ka pa din.
6. hindi naman pala kailangan ng madaming plato at baso. mahalaga may maiinom at mraming pagkain.
And now?anung date na ba? January 25. Tomorrow is the day of our flight. I even regret the day na nagmadali akong umalis dahil wala kaming gamit and appliances.
And i thank God , Kuya Jess for this challenge before leaving. coz He made me realize ..
that life don't need to be too complicated. It's just a matter of perspective. Love,
bEbAng
vitamin "B" deficiency. vitamin BOYS in need.
At 3:40 PM on
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
1. sobrang naiinggit ako nung capping ceremony ng batch mates and classmates ko nung tuesday. dapat may sombrero na din ako e!!
2. hindi ko na nakikita ang mga vitamin B's ko.. c 1. "pwet" ko 2. jim 3. eric
3. sobrang saya nung nursing week. naubos nga lang pera ko hindi ko pa naalalang may utang pa akong 200+ kay chesca.(sorry!!!!!heheh.. prumis babayaran kita!!!)
4. hindi parn ako pumapayat
5. nabobored na ako sa bahay
6. naiinggit na ako sa mga pictorials nila!!!!
7. miss ko na kayo...
8. miss ko na sarili ko pag kasama ko kayo..
9. at wala na kong magawa.. at higiut sa lahat..
10. nagkukulang na ako sa vitamin B's ko.. vitamin Boys ko.. huhuhu.,. lam nio naman sila ang inspirasyon ko diba...
problema ba to?? pakisagot.hehe.. Love,
bEbAng
