Sa Kanya Parin Ba Babalik?

At 12:38 PM on Saturday, July 15, 2006

I don't know what I really feel now.

Remember the guy that I was talking about on my blog entitled "Karma?No, It's Learning How to Love Myself"?

I thought too that it was there where it would end.

I was wrong.

He keeps on texting me still, he didn't changed. He still calls me, and even willing to fetch me from my school even if I am now in a dorm. The only thing that changed about him was the essence of the relationship we had before. But he was still the funniest guy I used to know. He still teases me about my figure, my "kalandian", my family's body figure too, and told me how he missed my jokes..the moment he told me those last night, it killed me inside and it hit me to realize that I really miss him after all. I was just only telling myself that I have moved on, when actually...

I never have...

Nasanay lang akong wala siya, pero I know I still care for him and i know there is still a part of me that keeps on misisng him. I know it's wrong! But what am I gonna do?
INVOLUNTARY ACTION 'TO!

AN OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE DISORDER.

-comment naman diyan oh. pampalubag loob lang.

#15

Love,
bEbAng